.live the moment.

they are going solo next year. worried for them. i do not have much confidence in them yet. they are not performing as a whole. have they done their job well? i dont know. i do not see any improvements whenever i make a trip down. instead it is deteriorating. am i expecting too much? lower your expectations girl! that's what i have been trying to tell myself to do for the past few days. i cannot!!! there's no room for compromise. how can i change my expectations according to their needs? they should be aiming to meet or even exceed my expectations. they need to shock me. i need them to surprise me with something good and satisifactory.

they will improve one day. they will make full use of the time when i am absent to brush up on their skills. hope.

"live the moment"